There are days when I feel like breaking up with you was a mistake - but experience has taught me it could just be my addiction to you & the routine we used to have that I crave. Maybe I'm wrong, but regardless, I just want to wean myself from all emotional constructs & become unattached again. I hate the complications behind these things. You're constantly asking if there's someone else, but it's difficult to even try to pursue a new guy when a relationship is the least thing I want. I'm fine with being friends, but that won't be for a while.

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In other news, I've decided to upheave my closet and make money off of clothes that I no longer wear to Black & Brown & Crossroads in downtown SJ. Whatever they don't take will then go to Savers, so it's a win-win for all. It seems like the only compliments I ever get on my clothes are the ones I buy from thrift stores - and this has been happening a lot lately. I must be doing this shopping at stores wrong, or I'm just really fucking good at finding shit.